January 2010
70 posts
I don't want to hear your "Army Strong" bullshit.
Sometimes I wish I could hit that guy in the face and actually get away with it. Not just a pansy slap, but the kind of hit that causes him to bleed and stumble. Maybe then he wouldn’t fuck around with my head. Too bad that’ll never happen.
Then at the same time I wish he would drive the two and a half hours from his school to my house just to see me. That would be nice, too.
Clearly...
The story is in the soil, keep your ear to the...
I wish that I knew how to sleep.
1401.) I want him every day.
infectedzombies:
(via blogconfession)
I want a lover I don't have to love.
Balls of Fun.
Today has restored my hope.
I went a whole day without talking to jackass, and I am just fine. Also, I finished a project that seemed to be neverending. And a horrible terrible government test was postponed until Monday, which is ALWAYS a good thing. Then in my CommApps class, I wrote a poem about how I want to graduate already, and then another secret poem about big trucks that rhymes...
No Hugs Allowed.
For some reason, I find this extremely funny.
Hey 2010.
fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. I hate this whole situation. I hate that I like a stupid boy that leaves me hanging. I hate that I don’t have time to talk to anyone or see anyone or ever even be home because I have so much school work. I hate that I’d rather drown kittens than go to that place for one more day. I hate that I hate so many things. I just want to rest. I do not want a boy....
By no, I really mean yes.
Yes, yes I am mad about that. Don’t be ridiculous, dear.
I love cows.
be decisive! be, be decisive!
I think that this is a very appropriate senior quote for me.
Seriously, I need to stop. I really wish it was as easy as it sounds. I am being absolutely ridiculous all the time and I hate it. Maybe stress has brought it on, or maybe lack of sleep, or maybe just too many options, but dang.
I need to make a list. I need to prioritize.
Dear Universe,
Please somehow gift me with a new nice huge truck for my birthday. I don’t know how you would do this, but I have unwavering faith in you.
May I suggest the extended cab Ford F250? Those are quite nice. I don’t care what color. And if not that, then definitely a Chevy Silverado, because I do in fact favor Chevrolet. But if you could pull that off, I would be forever grateful.
...
I want to go to A&M.
I love what atrocious timing I tend to have.
shit.
best nap ever.
There is a cat in my attic.
It is quite loud sometimes, especially when I am trying to go to sleep. And sometimes there is more than one and they get in fights and roll around. It is the strangest thing and I don’t know how to get rid of it. And now? Now it is in my wall. These devils attack from all sides.
I have a creeping suspicion that this is what it would be like to live in an apartment.
Count it out.
I may have a problem or two. This is my mental to-do/fix list.
1. I still haven’t finished my Honors application. Way to go, me. However, I am close and I’ve already been accepted to the college itself. So maybe it isn’t a big deal?
2. I am possibly going to have to do it again because I know how I am. This may make me a huge bitch and a cock tease, but maybe he won’t let...
so i don't want to jump to conclusions,
but i think i might have mono. like for real. i’m certainly hoping not because that would require me to miss school, but it really wouldn’t surprise me at this point.
yay.
it's out.
he knows how much i missed him now. it seems that he is sincere. i’m kind of relieved, but completely scared.
upside down (spin me all around) by secret secret...
take a guess.
i love songs with my name in them.
(even if it does make me sound crazy)
Got a secret Can you keep it? Swear this one you’ll save Better lock it, in your pocket Taking this one to the grave. If I show you then I know you Won’t tell what I said Cause two can keep a secret If one of them is dead. Why do you smile Like you have told a secret? Now you’re telling lies Cause you’re the one to keep it. But no one...
i love my life.
sarcasm.
I'm trying so hard.
people don’t listen when it counts.
way to look like a creeper, katherine.
i think this is so precious. i’m pretty sure that i think taylor is ridiculously gorgeous. like.. all the time. it isn’t fair at all.
i love her jacket, too.
i need to go back to camp immediately.
this is my paradise. please send me back.
i don't know what to say.
i don’t know what you want me to tell people, or even what to tell myself. i don’t know what we are.
i hate not getting to see you. and sometimes i honestly don’t even want to talk to you. talking isn’t the same unless i get to be right next to you while doing so. i’m never so unconditionally happy as when i’m with you, and i’m never so completely...
“I like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings...”
– Zooey Deschanel, 500 Days of Summer (via srsly) (via thoughtsdetained) (via quote-book) (via littlecloset) (via infectedzombies)
definitely yes.
why is everything always about love?
i hate it.
it figures,
so i definitely have a horrible throat infection. it started saturday-ish. guess what i did on friday night? yeah. yeah, this must be a sign that i should not associate with boys.
i should be a nun. it will keep me out of trouble.
see. nuns can have fun, too.
and then there was a flood.
I love the planet more than I love people. Sometimes I think that if millions of people die, the world would be able to thrive. People seem to be foolish, emotional, naive parasites that destroy our own home. And I hate that I am absolutely no different.
well, of course.
It is odd how I finally got what I wanted, but I am not sure if I can handle it in the way that I got it. Nothing ever happens like you think it will.
Be careful what you wish for.
I am selfish.
I want and need a person that is there to just listen to me. Someone that doesn’t mind listening to my horribly pessimistic remarks and realizes that sometimes I really do not want to be cheered up. I need objective advice and I need it to be free. Free of cost, free of other obligations, free of tension or hesitation to speak, free of prejudice and misunderstanding. And I don’t just...